Wednesday, October 28, 2009

28/10/2009

-Discouraging
-Determine
-Without your smile,my day is only half bright
-can i get your heart back before it`s too late?
-i have so many questions...so so many
-live is just not the same without you
-i cant have dinner or lunch with you this week
-hopefully,tomorrow`s trip will end up really well
-finish up assignments
-how have you been?
-Will you be touched?
-Will you give me a chance?
-Will you be the happiest girl on earth on your birthday?
I hope u will...but i just do not have the confidence..it`s getting lower and lower day by day..A sincere smile from you is all i need . i miss u

Monday, October 26, 2009

Point Form Blog-26/10/2009

Point Form-xD. Kinda waste my time to type out everything.so, i ll just summarise my day from now on.-

-great day,bad night
-eager to finish up my assignment
-focus for her birthday
-miss her.
-happy to get to see her.
-really wanna talk to her
-i want to hug her and not let go
-want to see her at her place
-guy friend came out from there
-heart..like got sting by needles.
-bad night
-huge blow..but i ll not give up.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Sleep deprived...REDUCE

Two days and less than ten hours of sleep.Thats how sleep deprived i am .. I m on holiday and i don even have enought sleep?haha...yea,that`s quite stupid as well considering what I had done to be deprived of my sleep. I was playing games with friends.-_-! From night till morning..fainting soon xD. Though i enjoyed playing games but I ll have to put a stop to it. Not exactly a stop but rather not wasting my time on games. I have a lot more important thing in life that is more important than this games. I can spend much more time with the one I loved, coming up with new ideas and finishing what i have started. Hoohooo,so,from now on,REDUCE is the word for me. Though its not easy,but oh well,i ll do it.!!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Sports

Wow..it`s been quite a while since i got myself into any form of sports. Somehow i misses Taekwondo,basketball and unexpectedly,swiming. I found myself getting weaker day by day as i do not exercise as frequently as before. hahaha..seriously,my legs aren`t as strong and flexible as it used to be a few months back.I misses the time when i went for all those competitions.Was really exciting at that time though there was once when i twisted my ankle and it got swollen to the extent that it looks like a real ELEPHANT leg.seriously..but my spirit was there.I still got myself into the competition and i even got past 2 opponent before i got outfight by my 3rd opponent who figured out that i can hardly move..haha..those were the days. Ever since i got into college, there are hardly time for me to exercise. Even if i do have the time to exercise,but the will is not there..Mainly because the environment here is not suitable for exercising. Ahhhh,here`s the next one;swimming. Yesterday, while i was walking...i saw some guy swimming in the pool and i was like...When was the last time i got myself into the pool and swim? Well,seriously,it was almost 6 years!!!!since i last swam...no wonder i felt funny. Therefore,i ve decided to go for at least once or twice every week to have a swim to built up my lung capacity and fitness...haha..dun wanna be panting easily if i ever ran next time.

Big Thanks to my Aunt.

A really really big thank you to my beloved aunt. On Sunday,she makes herself free just to get to Subang where i am staying just to get me the coat that she has promises me. We went to Sunway P. and get the coat. I was really undecided whether or not to buy the coat as it is not cheap. But,i know that it will be a lifetime investment where i ll be able to wear it for a long long time. I went and try out a few coats and finally, i chose one of it. It was a really nice coat but it comes with a pretty heavy price itself....a costly 400 bucks..she even got me a new shoe and also a few t shirts. Though there was a sale going on,but it was realy hard for me to decide as those stuffs were not cheap and she is my aunt,not my parents. Was really thankful to her. I even signed up for the W1MaX thing. If she was not there,i dont think that i would have applied for it. Really appreciate what she has done for me..Dun worry aunt,I ll surely repay you in the future.

Don`t waste your time.

i felt that today is a total waste of time as i have been wasting my time sleeping. Even though its holiday for me,but i felt that i ve wasted almost half a day just by sleeping. There are still many things that i could have done within the time that i have been sleeping. I could have gone out with frens , having a discussion about the oncoming Business plan competition, finish up my AIESEC work and think about more ideas for the huge event coming up in December. I shall now use the other half of my day fully and how i spend it? Its time for me to find out^^

Monday, July 20, 2009

(Diary)

This blog shall act as my Ediary as i felt that i am a quite forgetful person and i cant remember about something after a period of time. I felt that in life,every moment is worth jotting down; sweet or bad as i want to remember every single things that i have done even when i am 60 years old already. In case i lost my memory or something,this blog shall be the place where all my memories are stored. The BIGGEST Fear in my life is unable to remember any of the important events in my life.